.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 28, 2005


This is for Ching (there, your color :P) my dearest! Bestfriend! I LOVE YOU so much! Thanks for brightening up my day. And I absolutely adore the cd. I rushed home just to listen to it. Haha. Thanks dearie! You've been awesome! Just when I was missing you so much, I received love in the mail :) I'm so glad that our bond transcends time and distance. I know we haven't been as close as we were in secondary school but I'm so happy to know that NOTHING can ever break this bond of ours (and I'll make sure of that :P). A big thank you honey!! I love you!! Shit, I can't say how much I love and appreciate you sugar!! You kick butt!! Heh. And you know what sugar, I miss your crapping and I wasn't glaring at all while reading the letter (in fact, I was in tears) Heh, so I'm still as emo as ever! Ahhh I love you!! XOXO

To the rest who promised me presents in the mail, -glares- :P

I'm going insane! You! Stop treating me like a girl who can't tell when a guy's thinking with which head! I CAN TELL! And I'm NOT the kinda girl you think I am. Don't come treating me like your girl when you've got a girl, and honestly I don't care for that. You wanna go on that guilt trip, don't drag me down with you. What I have is open, unlike you, so stop it! I don't need you to take ANY responsibility or take care of me, I'm perfectly capable of making my own decisions. I'm THIS close to slapping you!

And thank you for being supportive! It isn't easy but we can defy the odds (:

-shuffling my birthday cd from ching ((:


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