.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 05, 2005

I just realized the one thing I miss most being away is the loss of physical contact. The warm tenderness of a hug (everyone who's given me hugs), of light butterfly kisses (that cute boy) and kisses that reach down into the pit of my stomach (thinks wistfully of the emobabybro). I don't crave love the way people do; I'm just too broken. I turn to that physical touch which, at home, helped me cope. Now I'm just lost without those touches!

Procrastinating killed the dedications I intended to do online. Maybe I'll come back in a bit to do dedications.

For an update on my life, I'm just anticipating the helluva party I'm gonna have come monday (when the folks leave). I know I do sound ungrateful and self-absorbed now but the rationale is that if you're gonna send me here to be independant then what's the point of unpacking for me, cooking for me and whatever else. You're just stifling me and eating into my space! Excuse the desultoriness of this post, it's 1130am and I've gone a week without fresh air! Oh that and the fact that the Sahara has migrated right here on my skin :
-playing Universal Audio - Delgados


+..all cried out..+ . [9:19 AM