.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 15, 2005

I'm hating the flu bug alot. I'm surprised at my enslavement to making myself miserable. An aching body and a head that feels like fifty million orcs are running through it, aren't enough to stop me from falling into emo. MelW said once that I'm as emo as they come, took me quite awhile, but I'm finally seeing the light. Pardon this incoherent post, I'm having trouble sitting up as it is.

I spent the whole day camped in my room, with only the most emo of songs playing, cogitating the vicissitudes of life and relationships in general. Then I realized I've been wanting too much, been too ambitious, I thought the world, or rather, god might one day allow me not only to have *you as a friend, but *your love. But I should've known better, should've learnt from the many times I should have - in this world, when it comes to human interaction, to take what's offered, when it is offered and not ask for anything more.

-shuffling Straylight Run [ENHANCED]


+..all cried out..+ . [11:21 PM