April 23, 2005
It's true you never realize what you have until it's gone. Though I was cracking up at your hair (or lack thereoff) and that green thing they call a uniform, I must say I miss you. Things haven't been the same boy. I miss the fact that you're no longer a phonecall away. It was especially felt last sunday night/monday morning. The 'hello' on the other end of the line used to be so assuaging, but all it did was make it seem like you were all the way in Cali with Ker. I would never tell you this to your face boy, I'm not accustomed to telling you that I miss you and that I love you like the older brother I never had. I'll always act like the brat, the high maintainence, spoiled hoe, simply because you're the only one who would give in to me. Bryan Koh, you'll probably never read this but I miss and love you dude (: And I hate the singapore government for taking you away from me (and for making you suffer of course).
Ker hon, you have got to be the luckiest little sis (though by a mere 2 minutes which I know you're very thankful for) on earth. And thanks for sharing your brother with me, my soul sista. I'm missing you a whole load too. And yes, I almost cried when I heard your voice. sbhf!
-playing if only - hanson
+..all cried out..+ . [4:49 PM
