.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

February 09, 2005

Today was pure madness. Stoned at my cousin's place while the rest of the relatives went out visiting :\ And now I've got a major headache. Supposed to watch Constantine but it was too hot to walk out of the house :\ Poor Ja was stuck listening to me whine and whine about how I'm missing *you. Last year seemed to pass so fast cause I had *your company on sms -sobs- And I got to play pool with *you at night -sighs- I need to do an eternal sunshine.

Another note, I got to see my absolutely hot stuff cousin, Roy, who just got married. His wife's pretty cute too. He's such a sweet guy. And I wanna get married. So nice to give out red packets. Hahah. I'm mad I know. I don't even mind not getting red packets. I wanna get married :\ To think everyone else was bugging Ja and Jo Ya to get married. Lol. And they're like 10 and 12 years older than me. Hahhaha. But then again, it's always been said that I'll be the first among the cousins to get married. TRUE! I want kids so much. I almost kidnapped my adorable baby cousin. Hahha. Another thing that made my day - KER, KEL, NIGEL and my stupid babyboy called!! /cheryl kisses all. Extra big kiss for my babyboy :P Happy now?


And baby I, I've tried to forget *you
But the light of *your eyes still shines
*You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go
Won't let me go, let go of my heart

-playing ami on tv


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