.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take
]]





.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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February 14, 2005

Thanks Benji, Yang, Summer, Noven!! Nice bitching with you guys and great movie (: Wtf Ed??! EXTRA rose for me?? EXTRA!!? What am I, chopped liver? Seesh. Bloody ass! I'm not even gonna bother typing about today. I'm just a cynical, emotional bitch right now. And seriously, I don't give. Whatever, heading to Bry's now. Overdue mahjong session

To *you, if you do read this, Happy Valentines Day! *ilu* I doubt *you'll read this but at least I know I wished *you and told *you how I still feel. I shall sleep knowing that and deal with whatever disatisfaction I'll have with myself, tomorrow

--i'm thinking of *you/in my sleepless solitude tonight/if it's wrong to love *you then my heart just won't let me be right/cause i've drowned in *you/and i won't pull through without *you in my life
//i'd give my all, to have, just one more night with *you. i'd risk my life to feel, *your body next to mine. cause i can't go on, living in the memory of our song. i'd give my all for *your love tonight//
*baby can *you feel me/imagining i'm looking in *you eyes/i can see *you clearly/vividly emblazoned in my mind/and yet *you're so far like a distant star/i'm wishing on tonight


-playing desperate housewives on tv


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