.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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.haunted past

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February 01, 2005

Please stop lecturing me ok sweets? PLEASE! I'm going crazy here. I hate how memories plague me. I'm so frustrated. Kerrilyn, I know you care but please. Leave it alright? I don't even know what to feel anymore. All I'm left with are blunt objects. They don't do the job well but at least the pain's satisfying enough for now. They look like scratches instead of cuts. And I realized I'm over carving names and designs. It's just mad slashing. Slow degradation of my creativity.

On a different note. I watched Elektra today with Shane. Man, was Jennifer Garner hot. The movie sucked and its only saving grace was JG in her tight red suit. Only part I liked was where she healed the little girl, Abby. I feel it's the same as us believers. We all have it within us, we have the Holy Spirit within us. We are able to touch people's lives, we are able to heal people. Through the Grace of God of course. But are we willing to believe that? Are we gonna take that step of faith and BELIEVE? Rather, do I really believe I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me?

Which brings me to this, do I believe? Like what Ash said, "it's not how immune you are to attacks, but whether you allow God to pick you back up." Am I allowing Him to pick me up or am I just whining and crying out for Him yet stubbornly am just staying put on the ground? -sighs-

-blasting "the punisher" and "garden state" soundtracks on random


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