February 18, 2005
During odd bouts of sanity, I realize my life is a total waste! It's such a waste that not even death wants it. Instead, death comes those who don't deserve it. People who deserve to live because they have so much more going for them. It's upsetting. I don't want anymore sanity or clarity. I just want escape!
-shuffling magnolia ost
+..all cried out..+ . [11:53 PM