.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

February 06, 2005

After a million years, I finally bought a chinese CD!! TWO at that. I'm so proud of myself. Got David Tao and Jay Chou :)) Nice. Met my bitch, Benjamin to shop for clothes then a movie. The Machinist which was a pathetic attempt at an arthouse film :\ My other darling bitch Yang joined us at NYDC Heeren, which sucks btw.

I'm really used to the pain. Used to crying myself to sleep and waking up with tears. Used to the feel of cold hard metal on my skin. Seriously. I'm not stressed out. I'm used to the fact that I'll never find true happiness.

-listening to david tao (the great leap 2005) and jay chou (incomparable) on random


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