We gotta rush out to Dan's place to get ready for the party tonight. BUT!!! It's raining -faints- Alrights, we're supposed to be there at 3 but I'm still blogging. Haha, WHATEVER! So tonight's Ker and Kel's farewell party -sobs- Kel's leaving this thurs and Ker next week :'( But it's okay, we will remain sisters FOREVER! We weren't born sisters, but God made us sisters by heart and in Christ :)) I love you girls! And I know that we will never ever stop loving each other cause we're bound by the love of Christ :)

Mel just sent me some pics of this year's AC orientation. She's been going on about it since she got into AC. Yes Mel, have fun in AC. It's an awesome place. Crazy woman keeps trying to spot *someone. Haha. You better not be asking around or I'll bite you. Lol. But whatever you do, remember to live the let go life. Everything's been accomplished. Don't stress yourself out babe! *loves

Looking at all the pictures and sensing her enthusiasm(sp?), a tinge of regret flows through me. WHY on earth did I think I was able to make it by my own efforts? Why didn't I just let go and let God work? Oh stupid pride got in the way. And now, I'm regretting everything :'( But it's okay, I'll forget what's behind me and look straight ahead. And Daddy will guide me :)

I'm starting to like this tangibility(?). I could get used to it. I just don't wanna put any emotions into this. Get it? Things are great the way they are and let's just keep it like that. Don't complicate the relationship. On another note, I love the LSPers. They never fail to make me smile. And with all that edrama going on, I'm being kept entertained. Haha. I love my life now. The nonchalant life. Really. I don't care about anything, I have fun and I have fun with Jesus! :) I wouldn't trade this for anything. Though the circumstances look so crappy, I will shout as though the walls that entrap me have fallen down. All possible because a man hung on a cross 2000 years ago, FOR ME! Thank You for the cross Jesus!

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