.the dark room
.haunted past
+..all cried out..+ . [2:19 PM
January 13, 2005
NigelM called me!! I miss you soooo much! Okay, maybe not you, but I miss how you'd stare at me and try holding back your laughter cause I'm bawling my eyes out. When you'd say or do something so sweet, I'd burst into tears cause I wish it were *him instead of you. I miss having you hold me and telling me that everything would be fine and that you love me even though I'm such a loser. Haha okay you're ego's inflating. But remember I'm only feeding it cause you're sweet, boy :)) Stop making me cry. You being so sweet, makes me wish more. Haha. Thanks honey! -kisses-