.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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January 08, 2005

It was raining on the way home and the bus took forever to come. And impatient me got pretty upset. While waiting, it was raining. And I was just listening to christian songs and looking at the rain. I walked closer to the side of the bus stop and felt the rain on my face. I was just standing there enjoying the coolness of the air. (Okay, that sounded damn dramatic) Then I heard this, "just like the rain that's falling on your face, I wanna shower My blessings on you" :)) Felt a sweet calm after that. So I just stood there for about half an hour enjoying His presence. And I totally got why the bus took forever when I got home. Cause it just stopped raining. Amazing isn't it? Even the small things like not getting drenched, He takes care off. Oh and I gotta add this, the battery meter on my iPod was showing nothing. Meaning the battery should've died like long before I turned on that thing. But guess what, by the grace of God, it played for about 75-80 mins until I got home. Praise God :))

Watched Jerry Macguire again today for the 5742938234924390 millionth time :)) So nice. I'm hooked. And I absolutely love the Springsteen song, Secret Garden :) I don't know about you but I think it's up there with the likes of When Harry Met Sally and Sleepless In Seattle :) That's just me, a sucker for all things romantic and fluffy :))

I don't know what I'm blogging for actually. Just need to do something while transferring songs into my iPod. If I ever lose my iPod, I'll go crazy. Honestly :\ So while wasting my time, I'm gonna ramble on about JERRY MACGUIRE!! :) I love the part where she goes "I love him! I love him for the man he wants to be. And I love him for the man he almost is ". So sweet, I was bawling my eyes out when she said that. Partly because I kinda feel the same way about *him :\ Haha. I shall shut up. Leaving you with a quote from one of my favourite scenes.


Jerry Macguire : I won't let you get rid of me. I love you, you complete me!
Dorothy : Shut up. Just shut up. You had me at "hello."

this was taken yesterday
this was this morning before i ran off to school :\ i look weird there but just look at the hair please. lols


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