.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

December 16, 2004

Praise God. Praise God. Okay, was my first day serving today. And I was a bundle of nerves, thanks to my self consciousness. I was like so afraid of looking bad on stage. Honestly. But today, God really taught me how to just look to Jesus and not myself :)) They had a change of song and I totally never heard it before so I started freaking out. But somehow, I just rested in Christ and the music just flowed. It was as if I'd sung it before. Amazing! And I thank God for that great family I have in choir. I was really lonely and all, being new and not knowing many people. But they were so friendly and encouraging, I was really touched by everything. All glory to God man!!

I'm so tired now. And I gotta go to school tomorrow :'( The worse thing is I can't sleep yet cause I promised someone I'd call him -faints- I need sleep. Unless, I skip school tomorrow and go get an MC :\ I'm really tempted. I don't feel like doing anything. Damn tired. Think I'm gonna go off and call him now.

Now life's like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get
Stupid is as stupid does and the rest of that shit
Come on pretty baby call my bluff
Cause for you my best was never good enough

--themix : an jing - jay chou


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