.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

December 20, 2004

Madness. Why did I sms *him? Why did I bother? What was I thinking? Forget it!

Breakfast at HV. Met Ker. School. Skipped stats tutorial. Lunch with Junz, Terence, Mikael, Yingliang, Grace and Huimin. Cheena doctor with Mikael. Videod him. Towned. National Treasure. Awesome! Walked around. Got a hat. Home. Blogging. Going out

Babyboy's coming back. One week. Christmas with his family. Leaving for airport now.

Jing, yeah we'll talk soon. Stuff to share. I've experienced favor! Amen:)) Praise God for the glory! Jas said so too. I believe that the calling is really there. I don't know how to explain it. But it's just so comfortable there. Though I'm new and all, I don't feel all that new. It's really such a joy to be able to serve and worship Him :)) Hmms, about the cg thing, I'm not really worrying about it now. I'm just trusting God. Talked to Han a lil yesterday and well, I'm just resting. Just expecting God's supernatural favor on the cg in the coming year. Yeah, not expecting much from anyone now. Just expecting a whole lot from God and I know I will NEVER be disappointed cause the precious blood has already been shed. I'm coming boldly to the throne! I will fight for my rightful inheritance. By the blood of Jesus, I'm RIGHTEOUS and I'm Daddy's beloved little girl. No other power can change that. And remember who you are in Christ! Daddy has a heart FOR you! Take care :)

-No. A person doesn't just wake up and stop loving somebody-
(no way. i've been waking up many times and i still can't stop loving that someone. Lord, help me)



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