.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

December 16, 2004

Just got back like 20 mins ago from choir. I just thank God for His grace and strength man. I was so reluctant to go cause I was in that whole depressive mood. But I somehow dragged myself there cause of commitment. Yes, I'm not one to shy away from commitment ok. Somewhere during rehearsal, I felt strengthened. No flashy lights and cheesy music. Just that inner strength and I managed to get through rehearsal. And now I'm feeling so refreshed. Thank You, Jesus!! Btw, positive confession really works! It's confirmed. I'm singing for the christmas thing!

Side note, I was sms-ing someone whom I haven't talked to in ages. It felt great! I missed him alot. My close friends would know ALL about him but yeah. I haven't spoken to him in ages. It put a strange smile on my face. Bittersweet memories I guess. One thing's for sure, I was happier when I was "in love" with him last year :\ Well, compared to being in love with *him right now, I was way happier. Now I think closer friends would know who :P One more hint : ex acsi, jerk!

I can't understand,
She let go of my hand
And left me here facing the wall.
I'd sure like to know
Why she did go,
But I can't get close to her him at all.
Though we kissed through the wild blazing nighttime,
She said she would never forget.
But now mornin's clear,
It's like I ain't here,
She just acts like we never have met.


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