.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

December 13, 2004

I guess this is where I come in and say my mom's right. I totally proved her right (though she doesn't yet know). I've always wanted to be a psychologist/psychiatrist and my mom has always said that I'm too psychotic myself to be one. That I need to see a shrink. I was all about proving her wrong. But after today, I think I myself proved her right :\ I'm bodering on the edge of insanity or rather schizophrenia. I'm feeling like the most blessed person one minute, and the next, I'm just wallowing and crying (for one reason or another) with Bob Dylan in the background.

-i'm sick and tired, of always feeling sick and tired-

it's like my whole life never happened
when i see you, it's as if i never had a thought
i know this dream, it might be crazy
but it's the only one i've got

--themix : if i could - state of shock *(they have great lyrics for the emos)



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