.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

November 25, 2004

Za says I'm a loser and I'm dumb. Lols. And I agree with the loser part. I happen to think I'm smart for holding back everything. Keeping everything to myself. This way, I'm not the one hurt :)) Anyways, everything's ok now. Thanks Ker for waking up and for listening to me go on and on. And thank you for listening to a whole hour of 'All I Want For Christmas Is You' :\ And girlfriend, you mean SO much to me. I love you!

Thanks for yesterday baby :)) Thanks for wanting to hang on. I don't know if I can promise you anything. But I'm gonna treasure the time we spent together. It's been lovely, you've been lovely. From tomorrow on, everything will be more uncertain than it already is and I hope you can deal with it. Cause I know I can't do anything right now. Thank you for everything.


[[take it back, take it all back now/the things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips/i miss that now i can't try any harder than i do/all the reactions i gave, excuses i made for you/i'm broken in two

all the things left undiscovered/leave me waiting and left to wonder/i need you/yeah i need you/don't walk away/touch me now how i wanna feel something so real/please remind me my love/take me back/cause i'm so in love with what we were/i'm not breathing/i'm suffocating without you/do you feel it too?

when i'm in the dark and all alone/dreaming that you'll walk right through my door/it's there i know my heart is whole/there's a million reasons why i cry/hold my covers tight and close my eyes/cause i don't want to be alone

cause i can't fake and i can't hate/but it's my heart that's about to break/you're all i need i'm on my knees/watch me bleed/would you listen please/i give in i breathe out, i want you/there's no doubt/i freak out, i'm left out without you/i'm without/i cross out, i can't doubt, i cry out, i reach out/don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away]]
(undiscovered - ashlee simpson)



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