.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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November 04, 2004

Time check: 5.20am (November 4, Thursday)

I just got my hair cut and colored yesterday. Oh my gosh. It's how cheap to do hair here can. I spent like what, 81 bucks after tax. Seesh. Doing it in Singapore would totally cost like wayyy more. Anywhos. I'm terribly homesick -whines- I miss ALL my darlings. Yes, you guys know who you are. And I miss YOU -faints- I miss your lame jokes and how I'd piss YOU off cause I'm sucha baby :P And surprisingly, I really miss arguing with YOU and flaring up. Lols. But guess what, I'm still mad at YOU. So don't bother calling ok :\ And I'm gonna sound like a bitch adding this here, but I LOVE *you! Bleah :

Bought eyeliner yesterday. Tons in every color imaginable. 1.99 each. Nice? Man I really love TV here. I've got the newest eps of my shows. The OC's on tonight. Just watched Smallville. And CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY in One Tree Hill!! -swoons- Oh and cable here rocks. I like!! I need to bring home the satelite dish -faints- I love One Tree Hill!! I gotta go search for DVDs


Isn't he so hot??


Oh my gosh. BEAUTIFUL cast!

I'm counting down. One more day till I see Drea and my baby girl Plink. Lols. Might not bring my lappy along. So I hafta see how much room I have in my luggage. Ohhh. Downtown's gonna be so fun. We're gonna have loooong chats over coffee with cigarettes. Dancing the night away with tons of booze and fags. Oh I like! Waiting for Friday. ONE more day!! I love you sweeties!


My new hair. I look spaz though -faints- Btw, I just took this pic 10 mins ago. The hair was nicer. But I just got outta bed :

[[i walk a lonely road/the only one that i have ever known/don't know where it goes/but it's home to me and i walk alone/i walk this empty street/on the boulevard of broken dreams/where the city sleeps/and i'm the only one and i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk a...

my shadows the only one that walks beside me. my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating. sometimes i wish someone out there will find me. till then I walk alone

i'm walking down the line/that divides me somewhere in my mind/on the border line of the edge/and where i walk alone/read between the lines/what's fucked up and everythings all right/check my vital signs to know i'm still alive/and i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk alone/i walk a...

i walk alone, i walk a.../i walk this empty street/on the boulevard of broken dreams/where the city sleeps/and i'm the only one and i walk a...]]

boulevard of broken dreams - green day



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