.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

November 18, 2004

This is so annoying. I see so many nice Von Dutch shirts, caps and bags here. But I CAN'T buy them. I repeat, I can't buy any. And why is that? Cause there's so many fake Von Dutches in Singapore. And I can't possibly wear the shirts inside out to show the label and prove their real. I mean really +cries+ I really want the stuff and I want those white/blue DCs I saw. So cheap. I want. But I'm prolly never gonna wear em +cries+

And one problem. I just realized with my sudden attraction to dark eye makeup, I'm having a hard time getting it all off +sighs+ I don't know. It's been a punk/goth/emo look lately. Bahs, I'm just boring people here now. But for memory's sake. Of the phases I'm going through. Yeaps.

When I'm angry, you listen/Make me happy, its your mission/And you won't stop till I'm there./Fall, sometimes I fall so fast/When I hit that bottom crash/You're all I have/Ohhhh/It seems like I can finally/Rest my head on something real/I like the way that feels/Ohhhh/It's as if you know me better/Than I ever knew myself/I love how you can tell/All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me/How do you know?/Everything I'm about to say/Am I that obvious?/And if it's written on my face/I hope it never goes away/Yea
*That's to you :)) Thank you! The day will come, I will getover*him. Just gimme time. We will get there yes :)) Remember my fox sweater +kisses+



+..all cried out..+ . [8:34 AM