.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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.haunted past

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November 11, 2004

Seesh I just read a blog. I'm gonna say that I'm not pissed but in reality I am. I'm so fcuking pissed now. What in the world?? You don't know the whole freaking story so don't go 'round declaring war on me. You wanna, that's fine with me. But get your facts right you stupid hoe. Yeah, so what if I'm being a big slut by doing this. It's my own personal decision. So you're telling me you're really INNOCENT as compared to me. Seesh! You know what you've done and everyone knows you've been around. Hell, I'm not playing ok. I'm just distancing myself emotionally and you call that being slutty? Well if that's being slutty, then I don't know what you are. Please fill in the blanks. Ha. I get it. You never liked me but you never had the chance to slam me. And now, cause of this stupid fwb issue, you twist my words around and throw it back in my face? FINE! Go on and tell everyone what a slut I am. I'm sure people who know whats going on and people who're mature enough to deal with the whole fwb issue would laugh in your face. Go on! I don't give a shit because a game's a game. And rules were set. Whoever breaks the rules pays. I didn't break the rules. I don't care. Don't make this harder than it already is. And if you really want him back, go through him. Don't think dissing me's gonna get you him. Cause I know him well enough. And if it's really true whatever he told me about breaking the rules, then you don't stand a chance in hell!

To my babyboy. I'm so sorry I know I said I wouldn't fight it out with her. But she pushed the wrong buttons. But thanks for standing up for me all the way over there! Honey, you're sweet. So so sweet and I miss you so much. I wanna give you a big huge hug and kiss right now :)) And you!! Hurry back. I don't care about your school. Skip it and come back with me? Lols. I'm crapping. But I really appreciate what you've done. And I gotta say you totally deserve what I promised you :)) -smooches-


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