.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

November 28, 2004

Now that I'm back, I don't really wanna be. The familiar sights and sounds, they bring back tons of memories. Walking down the streets, I feel this sense of nostalgia that I haven't felt in years. It brought smiles and yet alot of heartache. Was talking to Ching and Rl yesterday about certain decisions I'm supposed to make. Just realized how unsure about stuff I really am.

Met up with Ker to catch up. Oh her hugs just make my day. Thanks babe. I love ya! And yes, everyone's right. I need to make a decision. To stay or to leave. Baby, I've been brutally honest with you and I sometimes wonder if it's better to lie. And as much as I appreciate everything baby, I'm still hesitant. I don't know. Please make this easier for me?

Can't wait for HM. I need a fresh touch. And I'm expecting so much at HM. One thing's for sure, I believe and I know that I won't be disappointed. That's all I can say for now

Btw Za, if you're reading this, THANKS BABE! I finally have a good Rock station to listen to! You rock!


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