.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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November 07, 2004

HUGS + long talks + coffee + cold air + cigarettes = happy me

Using the stupid comp at the hotel right now. Didn't being my lappy. And the stupid connection and whatnot is so expensive -faints- Shopped a lil downtown. But spent most of my time with my bitches, having coffee and talking. Swell! I miss them both so much. Those pretty sweethearts of mine :)) Didn't club cause the ID they got me was so pathetic. Haha. Oh wells, it's alright. I'd rather be catching up and lounging around :)) Well it WAS a happy me. Until I received an email from my mom -sighs-

Apparently, my folks are thinking of BANISHING me here to study grade 12! -cries- And yes, I use the word BANISH! -sighs- I know I wanna study overseas. But not here. Really. I mean no offence ZA! But I don't wanna live here. It's so stifling. No freedom!!! -cries-

AND!! The worse thing is... Aussie's time diff with Singapore's like a few hours. NOT 16 freaking hours! I can't survive waking up at 5am every morning to chat with my darlings. NOooo! I'm gonna cry if they send me here. Really. Then again, I wanna get outta poly! Arh! I know. It's hard to please me. But seriously, studying in Aussie's wayy better than here.

Aussie : Nearer. Cheaper. Funner. My friends are there
Canada : My relatives

Now. Compare that mom and dad! Urgh! Totally not happening at all. I'm so mad, or rather, upset right now -sighs- I need to talk to em BADLY! Think I'll call them tonight or something. Right now, I'm so desperate to go to Aussie that I'd even work for my tuition ok. That's how badly I wanna goooooooo! -sighs- I don't know. I just wanna cry right now!! -sighs- ABBA!!! Help force a way for me! -cries-


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