.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

October 30, 2004

Time check: 6.30am (Saturday, 30 Oct)
And where am I? Stuck in the cold, miserable -sighs- Could this be any worse? Dan's Halloween party's on tomorrow. And where am I? Stuck here a million miles away, missing probably the greatest party of the year -cries- And I'm missing church! And alot of people -sighs- Someone kill me already.

Well, I went shopping yesterday! I can't believe how cheap the sales here are. When they say sale, they mean sale! Got a jacket, two belts, pants, a tank, a nice top, earrings. All for just a hundred bucks! I'm never shopping back home again! It's upsetting man. Shopping with a hundred bucks back home, I'd get like 1/3 of the stuff :\ This isn't good! Gonna go to the states in an hour or so. Driving down to Seattle. Drea and Plink next weekend!

Could've slept a lil more. But I decided to wake up and talk to people online. And probably just to try my luck again -sighs- Someone just click on *his nick for me so I could say something, instead of wishing *he'd say something first. I'm rambling. Real tired

[edit @ 7.10am] I can't believe it. I'm not gonna do anything anymore. Just gonna let what I feel rot and die. Yes, let my heart decompose. Fcuk! [/edit]


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