.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

October 21, 2004

Sitting here in Bry's room after Mambo. Remind me never again to Mambo when I'm upset and when I'm not in the mood. Freaking waste of time. We should've stayed at NewAsia drinking -sighs-

Talked a hell lot at NA. Kel, MelWONG, Ker, Dan, Bry, Edgar, Stephan. Surprised we got in NA. Whole lot of us (cept for Ker and Dan) feeling emo. Drank loads. Can't think straight now. Left for Zouk at 12.30. Left Zouk at 2. Bry has school tomorrow. Drank to my 6 months of loneliness and pining. Yeah, six months and I'm still in love with *him. What a joke. Mambo was horrid. No one was in the mood. Packed. Ended up standing around. Supposed to go home. Don't wanna risk getting caught. Decided to go home when Bry goes to school tomorrow. When my mom's out at work. Pig's sleeping. I'm thinking. With a head full of alcohol. Tears flowing so freely. Out-



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