.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

October 21, 2004

Got home at seven. Tired. Thought alot the whole night, cause some pig was sleeping and refused to entertain me. Thanks Bry :\ Listened to 'Wasted Time' by Eagles from 3-5. And I'm listening to it now. I LOVE the Eagles! I digress...

Anyways, my thoughts... too private to share. Ask and I MAY tell you.

I realized I've been spending too much time worrying. Instead of looking to Jesus and referring back to the cross, all I've done is look at my stupid problems and the world around me -sighs- It's really hard sometimes, to trust grace cause it's so supernatural and you're so overwhelmed by the problem. I guess that's where prayer comes in and I haven't spent time in prayer. Yes, I read the bible and all but I haven't spent what I'd like to call quality time, with Jesus -sighs-

My thoughts are in a mess. Need to reorganize. I think I shall go pack up the stuff to bring over. There's tons of nonsense I gotta bring. What's with getting my dad's jacket over for my uncle?! -faints- And I'm bringing 'Stairway To Heaven' there cause my aunt wants it. I'm so nice please. Giving her the whole set. I better pack before I leave for BS later

./Spinning :: WASTED TIME - EAGLES

Your baby's gone, and you're all alone and it looks like the end


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