.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

October 15, 2004

Funny how people who're so far away can touch your lil heart just with a 10 minute phone call. I love you Andrea!! You never fail to bring warmth in this cold cold world of mine. I love you girl! Yes!! It's the 15th today. Another 13 days! And I love you Plink! I like getting emails from you. It always ends with something so heartening. I should fly away and live with both of you -cries- I just realized how much I miss you guys

Ironic really. People who're so physically close are so distant in heart. Yet people who're 48703724117483 million miles away can touch your heart with just a simple gesture. Yes, I feel I've drifted away from certain people. And I don't think I welcome that :\ But there's only so much I can do before I become a pest. Been in a whole melacholic mood lately. I don't know why. Maybe I've always been like that? Or maybe certain matters and people?? I don't know.

Spiritual walk has been so trying. I'm tired of everything! I need...... I don't even know what I need. I don't even know what I want -sighs-

Thanks Val, you're such a sweetie :)) Love you so much!

In a way, I hate missing people. And everyone's leaving. I wanna fly away now. Actually, I wanna go home! Can I please Daddy?


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