.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

October 05, 2004

Everything's comfirmed. I'm leaving on November 1st. For a month. So I guess I won't be catching up with a lot of people, as promised. I'm sorry people :( But on the bright side, there's still the whole of dec for you guys. I needa be alone for awhile. Yeah, gonna be meeting up with family, Drea and Plink. But family's got school and work. And Drea and Plink are only gonna be up there for 4 days. So yeah, I've pretty much got a whole month to myself up in the mountains. Too bad I can't go skiing. Too early in the year :'( I hope I don't miss you guys too much! And I really hope I don't cry there. At least for a month. So... it's a month till I leave. And since everyone's busy with exams till like mid Oct and mine starts mid Oct, I guess I won't be meeting up with alot of you guys before I leave. So yeah... Btw, anyone wants anything from Canada? Ha. A lil early to be making this announcement I know. I'm already regretting. At least staying here, there's a higher probability of..... Never mind :( Well, I was supposed to go only in mid Nov. But since my aunts decided not to go to Bangkok, my mom booked the earlier flight. And guess what, I might even leave the day my exams end. Which is like Oct 23. Mom's checking the flight load. Hmm, I might leave THAT early.

Whatever. Will let people know when I'm leaving so you guys can mail, sms or whatever your shopping lists to me :) Am over at Ker's now. We're baking brownies and we made Bry go out and buy ice-cream from 7-11 :\ Yes, at this time cause Ker craved brownies and I wanted ice cream. Lols. Watched Raising Helen and I can't believe I freaking cried :\ Shite! This is so sad. I'm crying at the slightest things. Haha. Must be cause my mom called me and told me everything was confirmed. I'm supposed to be excited at the prospect of meeting up with Plink, Drea and my dearest cousin Zara. But somehow... Staying here, there's a slight chance that I MIGHT... So yeah :\ I'm lame I know. Alrighties, I'm off now. Gonna watch some more DVDs. I can't believe I lugged 6 DVDs around from my place, to Holland V then to her place +shrugs+ I'm in a weird mood


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