.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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October 02, 2004

./Spinning :: When Love And Hate Collide - Def Leppard

If you feel the need
Take my hand and share this night

Chinablack-ed with Jia, Jas and Jas's two friends. I'm surprised we (Me and Jia) got in with EZ-Links. Lols. And mine looks how fake. Ah wells. Crowd was BAD! The dancers were like... Never mind :\ Music sucked at the beginning, got better after 11? RnB :D Wanted to stay till closing or at least around 3 but my legs were aching and besides I told my mom I'd be back before 12. Lols. So yeah. For the best I guess. Since I'm so wide awake, I can do QT later! Am blogging cause I'm waiting doing some masque thing that I just bought :\ Hope it works!

And partly cause I have the sudden urgency to blog down some feelings. Don't ask me why. I don't understand it. I don't understand anything at all. Why in the world am I still thinking of him? While I was dancing, I had to fight hard to stop thinking and just dance +sighs+ And my goodness. I had like 4 people ask me today if I was over him! Isn't it written on my face or something? Bleah

On the other hand, I feel like God has been showing me signs. Insecure me! Been asking Him why I feel like He isn't answering me. Just these 2-3 days, He's been showing me signs and speaking to me in every way possible. Praise God :))

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Val :x: Hey beautiful! I miss you toooo! I will try not to think. Shall think of you. Headaches would prolly disappear immediately. You take care aiights? And try not to worry too much over O's. You will get through it fine. After all, I survived it and so did many others! *loves Shall be dreaming of you

Yang :x: Yang ah. What in the world happened to your voice? You sound sooooo high pitched please. Goodness. DRINK WATER! -nags- Lols. Take care ok?? See you on tues if not earlier. +hugs

./Spinning :: To Make You Feel My Love - Josh Kelley


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