.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

September 25, 2004

Pouring through old photo albums, letters, cards, neos. Basically my memory box! I miss everyone so much. Can we turn back time please? +cries+ I miss those times in sec school. Yes, I do not like the school itself, but the memories of it... +sighs+ EMO ALERT! Realized most of the notes were from Amy, Sam and Ching. I miss Amy and Sam like madness! We were supposed to be studying in Aust together. Not all 3 of us separated like this! +cries+ I'm in a crying mood today. I really wanna turn back time. I really miss everyone. Though we've all had our differences and everything, I still miss you guys!

And most of all, I miss ......... him. Haha. Funny how I still miss him when he doesn't even think of me. I scoff at this stupidity of mine. Really I do.



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Ker babe! I love you so much girl. It's funny how we were such great friends. Then we walked away from each other, and yet, picked up where we left off this year after like 3 years? I'm glad you're here for me hon! And I'm always gonna be here for you. Saw a pic taken of us when we were lil kids. When I was still your neighbour. Oh my goodness me! We look so different now. Thank God! I'll see you later tonight k hon?

Val :x: Yeah I totally agree with you. It's really crazy the way we're fighting to see who's more stressed up. I MISS YOU TOO! Yeaps. Promise +pinkie promise+ :P Hmms, projects were ALL due on Mon. So hoping I'll do well enough :)) We WILL meet soon! I'm chasing all the major exams away so everyone can have fun! Love you!

Kel :x: I don't know. If you really wanna go to poly, then go ahead. Okay, never mind. We'll talk more when we meet up. Yeah, screw promos. It's like to hell with my finals. Everyone's stressing out and I'm shit bored cause I'm not studying. Lols. Love you girl.


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