.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

September 15, 2004

Oh I could just kill myself right now. Well, good thing about this. Everything's due this week or by Monday. Hence, I'll be free from Monday on. Yups. I needa catch up with a million people. Next week people, I PROMISE! Yes, the latest scoop from ME, if you guys haven't heard already :\ Not that it's like real interesting.

Poly life's a drag. Seriously. And people in poly are seriously... Never mind, shall NOT go there. Finally got my adobe up and running but my photo impression's still down :\ Oh wells. I'm bored, taking a break and missing him like mad.

Btw, I kinda saw someone today. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel after seeing that someone. Not like that person saw me. But STILL! I don't know. Someone tell me what I'm supposed to feel? Feel like crying yet it feels like my tear ducts aren't producing tears anymore, feel like laughing at my own foolishness but I just can't. Bahhs



When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

Val :x: Yes Val mommy! Hahah kidding. Like finally, 2 down, 2 to go! Don't ever slack of when it comes to projects man. Leave it and you'll panic when the dateline is like in 3-4 days :\ Yeah, I'll never forget that man. Hmmms, it was like the first time 3 of us went out together :))) And I'm gonna make sure we do that often enough so I won't go crazy missing the two of you! Anywhoos, good luck for prelims ogay? All the luck in the world for you! And don't worry, you WILL get through it fine +sugar honeyed kisses+

Bryan :x: WHATEVER! I'm so agitated right now. I so can't believe that nerve of hers! Pissed pissed pissed. Okay, I think I'm not THAT pissed, but I just needa get my mind of him. Lols. Too bad for her. She shouldn't have given me attitude, now she's dead. Bahhs :\ I need sugar, I do! Latyas



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