.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

September 09, 2004

I think blogger hates me! Seriously. Like it refused to let me publish the damn post last night please. So irritated. Today was pretty weird. But I just realized that school's a very nice place to relieve stress in my favourite way :\ Oh and I got whacked my that idiot Terence today like a million times and got scolded like another 10 million times. ASS! Oh and I saw QQ like after goodness knows how many million years and yes, she's as lame as ever.

It's weird how my mood fluctuates over like a period of a few hours. Bahhs :\ I don't know. I just hope I fall asleep tonight and not be bawling like some idiot as usual. Just had an annoying convo with someone who thinks he knows me so damn well when in actual fact he DOESN'T! Seesh! I'm pissed. So damn freaking pissed. With myself and that irritating person. Just realized that I'm sucha wreck. Cutting myself has become like my crack. That high I get. The moment I'm upset, out comes my razor and I act all normal after that. Yeaps, my new best friend!

Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
+sighs+ Still remember that day when I heard this song with him. See, my crazy mind which LOVES linking every damn thing to him! Oh yes, for the record, if anyone has a friend missing on friendster, its ME. And I haven't deleted you. I deleted my account for a certain dumb reason and NO, I'm not regretting it!



+..all cried out..+ . [9:39 PM