.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

September 21, 2004

I don't know why, but I'm feeling kinda lost and empty right now. I know I should be happy that all the projects are done and I've got time on my hands. But just as I've got time, my friends are busy with prelims and promos. And as time in poly goes by, I regret more and more. I should have just gone to any JC instead of clinging on to CJ. Wells, its too damn late for regrets right now.

Many 'what if's have been flooding my mind. Oh wells.

Econs test today. Not gonna dwell on it. It is over and it was nailed to that cross with Jesus, I trust that my faithful Lord will bring me through it. In desperate need of spiritual growth right now. I should spend more time with the Word instead of thinking of all the what ifs and of him!


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