.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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.haunted past

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September 05, 2004

Can't be bothered to blog about my day.

MELODY NG my dearest friend!
Thank you woman for standing by me and supporting me. And woman, THANK YOU for the slaps! I really deserved it, I wish they were harder though. I know I'm a loser, damn pathetic. And I really appreciate you sitting through my ramblings, the tears and for bothering to come downstairs and even walk with me to the bus stop! Oh and for letting me wet that shirt! Really appreciate everything you've done. Yes yes, I know. You've been slapping the truth into my face for like ages, so I thank you for not giving up on me? At a loss for words la ok woman! But the whole point is that I APPRECIATE you being there and I wanna THANK YOU from deep deep down inside my heart! You're a really great friend and I love you la ok! Will always be here if you need me, just like how you were there for me.

Ching dear!
I'm sorry dear that I wasn't there for you today the way you've always been there for me. I'm so sorry and I truly feel very bad. I sure hope you will feel better and forgive me ok? I'm SORRY! But if there's one thing I know about you, you are a very strong girl. You pick yourself up when you fall, dust yourself off and move on. And honestly, I really admire that! So girl, no matter what happens, I love you. Even though it might seem like I don't, I really love you ok! You've been great! Thank you for the care and concern!

Ter!
Hey dude! Thanks for the concern and the advices. Yes, I really don't know how to get through school without you. And I'm so glad everything's okay between the both of you. Just want you to know that I will be here for you the way you have been standing by me. It's funny how much I trust you when I haven't known you for too long. Haha. Oh wells, I sometimes think that aside from you being so ego and me so emo, we're pretty much alike la. Damn full of shit and all. Okay, outta point. THANK YOU for everything la. For picking up my calls when I'm crying like a mad woman. THANK YOU bro! Oh btw, your food for thought is really keeping me awake! :

RL!
Haha. If you're reading this, I just wanna say a big thank you for crapping with me just now. Yes yes, though you don't know the whole story. Oh and by the way, thanks for the song and lyrics. I guess I will try my option 2 again! Thanks!!

Drea!
Honey, thanks for that call. I'm running outta things to say so I guess I'm gonna end up repeating myself. Wells, I am thinking about everything that you've said and yes everything makes sense. Don't worrry about me alrights hon? I love you so much. Thank you for standing by me though you're so far away!

Ker! Bry!
Thank you guys and I'll see you guys tomorrow alrights? Love


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