.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 18, 2004

Tired. Been trying to study. But I can't seem to fit anything into my mind. Filled with thoughts of you. Been crying so hard. I don't wanna do this anymore. Sick and tired. Frustrated. I just wanna end it all right here and now. Can someone just kill me now?! I hate myself so much right now. I just wanna thank all my friends for the messages and phone calls. I'm sorry. I just am not in the mood for anything right now. Sorry I'm not there for you guys now. Thanks so much! I appreciate it all.


I thought it was over, baby.
We said our goodbyes.
But I can't go a day without your face going through my mind.
In fact, not a single minute passes without you in it.
Your voice, your touch.
Memories of your love are with me all of the time.

Let me let go, baby. Let me let go.
If this is for the best,
Why are you still in my heart,
Are you still in my soul?
Let me let go.

I talked to you the other day,
Oh looks like you made your escape.
You put us behind;
No matter how I try, I can't do the same.
Let me let go, baby won't you
Let me let go.

It just isn't right,
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road.
Let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shining,
But they don't hold no fascination for me.
I try to find the bright side baby,
But everywhere I look, everywhere I turn,
You're all I see.

Let me... Let me let go, baby won't you
Let me let go.
It just isn't right,
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road.
Oh let me let go, darlin', won't you?

I just gotta know
If this is for the best why are you still in my heart,
You're still in my soul
Let me let go, why don't you
Let me let go Let me let go.






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