.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 06, 2004

This feeling of awkwardness is getting to me. I can't seem to get out of my comfort zone. It's like I only feel safe in a certain environment and relationship and I don't ever wanna get out of that. I find it difficult to adjust to a new environment and feel comfortable. Like it's been 5, 6 weeks of school and I still do feel outta place. Weird but true. And it's like 3 months plus without Paul and I still feel lacking. It feels so different not to have someone by my side. Okay, I'm just weird I know.

I can't help but still miss you! You really mean so much to me. How am I ever gonna get over you? The feeling of not being able to tell you how I really feel sucks you know that?

xue*<<< Yes woman! So when are we gonna go out!? +whines+ It's been ages and I miss you tons can!

Ker<<<>I want to go! Heh. When are you gonna get your new cam? I wanna play! I wanna flood the cam with my face. Lols. I'm nuts. Yes. Oh I miss you sooo damn much. You better call me soon. I miss your lame wisecracks. Return ol' Ker! I'm not liking the new Ker one bit. Bah

Ching<<<>ARE people who care. Though you wish they were someone else, it doesn't stop them from caring. Holla if you need me ok?? *love

Into your hand
I commit again
All I am for You, Lord

You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I'm Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing with all I am

I'll walk with You wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

And I will live in all of Your ways and
Your promises forever
I will worship
I will worship you forever


+..all cried out..+ . [12:18 AM