.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 24, 2004

The sheer agony of living with parents who are against your religion, who tune out whenever you try to explain something to them. Of having a dad who goes on and on about how good your current poly course is when is it what HE wants and has always wanted but couldn't do. And you happen not to like it. Oh did I mention a mom who is annoyingly nodding her head away and smiling when you're getting lectured by your dad? Well, yes. And they happen to think it's funny asking if you wanna go overseas to study if you really don't like it here. And like 10 secs after the question is answered, they're like "well, you can only go after you FINISH your 3 years of poly". What great pleasure they take in watching your hopeful face fall. Yeaps, sadistic freaks they are. Oh the best thing is that your YOUNGER BROTHER gets to do anything he wants to, no questions asked. Tell me if it ain't bias.

Yes, if you haven't guessed. That's my warped family. Thank God I have a loving and wonderful Heavenly Father or I'd prolly haved killed myself by now +sighs+ Uh huh. All that nonsense on top of my emotionally distressed self. Oh, I feel like I'm gonna have a mental breakdown soon. I so wish that I would die now, get away from all the pain and crap and not be worried anymore, not cry anymore. I wanna go to my Daddy's side +cries+


+..all cried out..+ . [8:31 PM