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the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 13, 2004

Man, I'm so darn tired. I need sleep. Haven't been sleeping these few days cause I've been pretty much stuck on my DVDs and phone. Lols. Ker and Bry have been taking turns irritating me. Those siblings are just too irritatingly lovable :P Emotions been stirred up alot.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want


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Jia<<< I so haven't disappeared please. But you can start carving my tombstone now. Thanks :))) I miss you so much please! Meet soon!! +hugs+

Sha<<< Yeap, it's a movie. A very sweet and touching movie! Yeah, I know. That feeling sucks. But you just wanna say something to him and somehow the words that come out are quite biting?? And you so wanna apologize for still loving him and all. Lols. I have no idea what I'm talking about. But I really cried so hard when I typed that out =\ *love

Val<<< Hey it was great to FINALLY get your message that day :P Anyways, we so gotta meet up real soon for our long overdue outing k? And cheer up hunny! There are still many other subjects. I know that feeling of disappointment but try to look beyond that k? Love ya hun!! +hugs+

Xue<<< Uh huh :))) Good movie with great screen captures! Love it! And when are we gonna have the long awaited bonding?? Soon please! +kisses+

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Anyways, like I've said, emotions have been stirring these few days. But I've pretty much have gotten used to that feeling of missing him and holding back all my feelings for him. God has been giving me the strength and hope to carry on, even with that pathetic amount of faith that I have. Praise God and His goodness! Alrighty, gotta get off now. Gonna watch Dim Sum Dollies tonight

Through tears and joy, I'll trust in You!



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