.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 03, 2004

Lynette is back! My goodness. I miss that girlfriend. Met her for a short while today at Gelare with Rik. Caught up a lil. Can't wait for our next big date. Ah. She's having so much fun in Sydney, I wanna go too! I miss her like crazy. And Rik has been such a great friend through it all, he's done more than I expected him to. If there are 2 friends who I really cherish, it's those 2. And don't worry, I cherish every single one of you guys. Lyn was really the one who got me through the stupid O's. Constantly crapping and making sure I wasn't too stressed out. Love that girl to bits!! Oh I can't wait for the big date on fri and you guys better not cancel on me. I need you guys!

Lynette<<>babeeeeeee +grins+ *note that I'm dragging on* Hah. My soul sista! You're literally my soul sista aiights. Born on the same day in the same year. Man. I'm so glad to have known you and yes I know, I still owe you that massage and present =X So stay longer so I can give you that massage +pouts+ You're leaving so soon! I just want you to know that you really brightened up my day today. You really brought so much joy to my stupid day. Thanks girl! You rock my world you know that. And I'm so glad we so totally like transcend the geographical distance. Ahhh. I just love you ok!

Anyways, long entry. Gonna scramble off now. Before I leave, I just wanna say that Pastor is right. I have no right to be feeling depressed and down cause I have my Jesus who loves me so much. I'm so thankful for that. And though I still miss Paul like crazy and still am upset, I shall no longer stay depressed. I rejoice in the great love that is being showered on me :)) Okay, shall bugger off now. Can't wait for live recording this sat at church. Gonna have a blast just worshipping my Daddy :)

And LYNETTE! I LOVE YOU!


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