August 29, 2004
I never fail to amaze myself with my stupidity and my crappy emotions. Was reading a letter or rather, a note from him when we were together. Started bawling all over again. Did you mean it when you wrote everything, or were they just sweet nothings? Falling sick again, and I feel myself spiralling into this stupid pit of depression, AGAIN!
+..all cried out..+ . [10:11 PM