.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 27, 2004

Econs paper yesterday. Seesh. Praise God for guidance man. Seeing I didn't study, I could actually remember key stuff from tutorials to answer most of the questions. Sighs. I do feel bad about not studying but I really haven't been in the mood. I so haven't been in the mood for school. Can't take this shit anymore. Supposed to be studying right now for CIP later but I'm on the phone now +sighs+

CHERYL'S OVER IT! Shall not cry anymore. Shall not think. OVER IT! Yeah, tell that to myself over and over again so that one day I might believe it! Why is it so hard to let go?


Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy I was wrong
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Val : Yeap yeap. Can't wait too. We'll confirm soon aiights? Meanwhile, take care! *love :)))
Ker : Thanks my girlfriend. Sorry haven't been in a talking mood lately. It's just getting to me. But you do understand yes? And we'll talk soon when ok, I promise. Till then, take care hon!
Drea : Uh huh. Time for a catch up cum bonding. Been ages. Too long. Soon aiights? When I feel better, or rather IF! Anyhoo, gonna call you sometime this week or next yes? Miss you too
Bryan : How could I not! By the way, you do know what happened. THINK!
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Loneliness is such a sad affair, sad affair
And I can't hardly wait, baby,
To be with you again.
What to say,
To make you come again?
Come on back to me again,
I wanna be anywhere you are



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