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the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




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August 07, 2004

Alrights this entry is for you Sha!

Girl, it sucks being broken hearted. I understand how you feel, really. And you just feel like crying everytime you think of him. And the worse thing is the memories don't make you smile, they just cause you more pain. But the stupid thing is that no matter what happens, no matter how tired you are, you WILL have the strength to wake up the next day and feel sucky. I guess the only thing you can do is believe that if you're really meant to be, you WILL be together again. The thing is that we will NEVER have the answers, we will NEVER understand why things had to happen the way they did. But just have faith that no matter what, there's ALWAYS a reason to why things happen. Like I said, we WILL never understand, so just pray for the strength to get through this. It might take a long time and it will hurt like crazy. You might never get over him but you gotta be strong and not disappoint the people who love you dear.

Honestly, I'm so not over him. But I'm really tired of crying and making people worried about me. So you gotta pick yourself up and just smile. It might be fake in the beginning but it gets easier. The problem with love is that it hurts so much when it has to end. Okay, I don't know what I'm talking about, SORRY. But you need to understand that he doesn't make you whole. You are whole on your own. He is there to support you, to love you and for you to love. Bottom line is, you need to live for yourself. Picking yourself up doesn't mean you don't love him anymore. Besides, I'm sure he doesn't want you to be crying and all. You can love him and still want him to be happy.

I know what I said isn't gonna make you feel any better. And all I can do is try to make you feel better and be there for you. You can always call me anytime. I'm always here for you hon! Whatever it is, just know that people care and love you! Take care sweets.

CHING! My dear girl, this entry is for you too! It might not be that relevant, but I just want you to know that I do LOVE YOU! Take care alrights? +hugs+



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