.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

July 27, 2004

Screw everything. I've been living one big fat lie. You never cared, you never did love me. I just happened to be at the right place at the right time. Why did I let myself be led into this pain. There's no one to blame but me. Why didn't I guard my heart? Why did I give that heart to you, and let you break it the way you did. Fuck you Paul. FUCK YOU! Enough of this. Quit haunting me will you? Since you meant to walk away, stay away. You walked into my life, screwed it up big time, left and screwed it up more. What more do you want from me? Why cna't you just fucking take all those memories with you and leave? Why leave the memories to haunt me every second, remind me of the pain? Yet after everything I don't hate you. Why is it no matter how much I try to hate you, I just end up loving you so much more? I can't stand this feeling anymore.


+..all cried out..+ . [9:04 PM