.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

July 03, 2004

Just woke up with such a major hangover. I was a wreck last night. Met up with my dear girl Ching before heading down to Pat's to meet Ja and Glenn. Drinks were on them so I just sat around drinking like crazy. Which led to puking, more drinking and fagging, more puking, tears, hugs and more drinks. And I finally got home in one piece. Well, apparently, I was really outta it, freaking Ja out.

By far the worst bday of my life! All I could think of was you. Nothing else but you. Yet you don't give a shit. Why am I still hanging around waiting? I can safely say right now that I'm still waiting. Sighs. Dumbest thing ever to do but I just can't get you outta my mind.

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Xue*<< Yes we will. And your present is still on my table hon. When do you want it? Next year's bday???

Ching<< Girl, thanks so much for yesterday, for trying so hard to cheer me up. Most importantly, thanks for being there. Just having you around felt nice. I know I'm a basket case but you just know how to deal with me la right? And yes, thanks for the songs. Hahah. We gotta do it again one day. Just not too soon, my throat feels like the frigging sahara now. But meet up sometime next week for movie ya? And remember to bring tissue. Lols. Okay, enough of crapping la. I love your card and the cushion!!! +hugs+ You've been the greatest greatest friend ever dearie. And I feel so blessed to have you! :)) THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING babe. *ilu


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