.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

July 07, 2004

Feeling like an dwarf amongst giants. I shouldn't be this stressed. School life is oh I don't know. Can't describe. I mean the people are nice just that I know I'm not gonna be enjoying myself much if I stay on. Kinda doing what my dad wants me to do. I really wanna go over to Aussie land. But I'm leaving all that in the hands of God!

Had that much needed, dreaded talk with Ker. Dreaded in the sense of I know what I'm gonna hear. Well, like I said, it was much needed. Yes, I've strayed from Him, I've fallen but so what. He didn't judge me, He never will. He still loves me as His precious child. So don't gimme that holier than thou attitude and try to condemn me for what I've done. I know I've fallen, my bad. And if my Father doesn't judge me based on those sins, who are you to judge me? Check yourself before judging me. Seesh. Don't act all righteous and spiritual for goodness's sakes. We are nothing without Christ ok? So please, don't give me looks of utter disbelief. Alrights, I digress. So like I've said, that much needed talk with Ker. She's been great in her own little way that darling of mine. I guess it's true I haven't been very open about my feelings recently. I kinda just wanna guard myself from everything? Anyways, everything's fine now. Talk is cheap but GOOD! Okay, whatever I'm talking about.



Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life without you?


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