.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

July 12, 2004

Am currently in school right now. And I just can't focus. My mind is wandering. To ALL thoughts of you! Seesh. I hate myself when I do this. This is so annoying. You said you never wanna see me hurt, did you turn away when I was hurting?I never wanted to lose you, but apparently, what I want isn't in His plan for me. I'm annoyed. Really annoyed with what I'm putting myself through. So much for not letting my heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. I've got tons more to blog. +sighs+ It seems like lately I've got a million things bugging me.

Gonna get my tatt done after this if possible. Have half a mind not to do my butterfly but tatt *his name. Lols

Wells. I feel so scared. I don't wanna stray from Daddy. But I feel myself drifting further and further from Him. It scares me that I might live a life without Him +sighs+ Why am I so weak? Why can't I just let everything go and rest in Him. I feel so damn pathetic right now. Shall be back in a bit. Gonna do some crap project now


+..all cried out..+ . [9:21 AM