.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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June 09, 2004

Suffering from bad PMS. Mom just got a new phone. 7200!! +grr+ Ah well, she promised me a new phone. And now, I don't know which one to get. Motorola or the Samsung X600A? Bahh. Shall take my time. Deciding if I want a new phone, a new lappy or the iPod Mini :P Cheryl is so indecisive.

Oh I finally bought the book I've wanted to buy for so long. "Big Girls Don't Whine" :D It's a great book and really inspirational. It makes me wanna turn to Daddy so much more, and just rest in His wonderful presence :))

Dreamt of Paul last night. The dream was just too good to be true. So much so that I'm scared. Very scared. Ahhh. Just scaring myself. Woke up with tears in my eyes and feeling very lost. Just realized the power of prayers. Everytime I felt lost or down, I just turned my eyes to Him. I'm pretty much just relying on the strength that God gives me to get through each day. And the greatest thing about it is that the strength is enough just to get me through ONE day, that I might never stray from Him. Always needing Him to give me strength :)) I believe its a way to make me stay with Him, hold on to His hand and grow stronger in Him.

My parents are entering another level in their relationship. My mom has stopped being so paranoid about my dad going out and all. I think they've finally come to an understanding. And though I dunno exactly what's going on, I sense the friction is gone, the tensed atmosphere that used to be there is gone. Praise God! He's been so good to me and He will continue raining His blessings on me. I rest in You, Father :))

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Mel<< Take care too. You probably won't see this or whatever. Have fun in Thailand

Sha<< Thanks babe :)) I hope you're doing great. We gotta meet up soon, with WL and Mirah. I miss you guys like tonsssss! :D Well, God is the only reason why I'm alive and well :)) Take care ok?? +huggies+


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