.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 02, 2004

So pissed off. My wireless died on me. And now, I'm stuck here outside my mom's room. Can't even fag in peace. Stupid computer! Been trying to get it to work since 8 last night. Tried all the way till 5 this morning. Gave up, went to sleep, woke up trying my best to get it to work. Seesh. I almost burned down my room yesterday. Shall not go on about it.

I'm still waiting. For what, I don't know. Still convincing myself that I'm over him. I wanna scream out loud that I'm over him but yet I know deep down inside, I can't! I don't know how much longer I can take this pain. This is too hard to overcome. I just wanna give up. Throw myself into something else, hurt someone else and maybe I'll feel a little better? I don't even know what I'm talking about. Father, why take away the best gift You've given to me? I feel so lost and alone now. I don't know who to turn to. I thought I could get over him but as time goes by, the feelings that I have are intensifying instead of fading away. I can't take this any longer!


+..all cried out..+ . [2:16 PM