.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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June 06, 2004

Just got home. Long day. But yet somehow I just feel so alive spiritually :)) It definitely has got something to do with my dear Jas. Hahah. She never fails to make me feel so much better. Just talking to her about my doubts and all releases alot of frustrations and most importantly, it releases my faith.

Anyways, I've thought it through, talked it out, prayed about it and have come to a conclusion that everything happened for the best reasons, whatever they may be. My beloved Father God only wants the best for me. And that's enough for me :))

Service today was great. Message was shared by Pastor Bryan Houston from Hillsongs church. And Hillsongs was leading worship. I just felt the presence of God so strongly during worship. His presence was so comforting and I was so touched by worship! Made up for me missing FOP :)) And yes, worshipping Him just brings a calm to my raging thoughts and emotions. Praise God! Oh yes, I am gonna go for church camp next year, no matter what. I missed this year's church camp :(( They left for KL today after service. Bahh. But before that, Jas and me have decided we need to start going for Campus meetings. Haha =D

Watched 'The Day After Tomorrow'. It was a great movie. And the story of how a father would brave the danger was really touching. So far, the best movie of the year. Somehow, I think it beats 'Troy' hands down. Hahah. I don't know. Maybe 'Troy' had a good plot but somehow, I was kept entertained and interested during 'TDAT' while I was fidgeting around during 'Troy'. Ah well



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