.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 16, 2004

I HATE YOU

Ya right. That will be the day man. Whatever! I shall go search for a life now. And leave you alone. So much for trying to put aside my feelings and be friends. WHATEVER. It's okay. Go and take ALL the fucking time in this fucked up world. I don't give a fuck anymore.

Got a letter from STUPID school asking me to go for BA orientation 23-25 july. Like wtf. I'm not spending 3 days before term starts in school for fuck's sake. And like I'm supposed to bring my student card there?? WHAT STUDENT CARD? Am I supposed to fucking collect it from the school or are they sending it over??! WTF! They don't bother to explain it in the damn letter. RIGHT. So I'm supposed to read their minds like I'm supposed to read everyone else's??

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I'm damn pissed off right now. A certain someone and pathetic NP. Sudden urge to run away to Aussie Land to be with my cousin. +sighs+ That urge to cut myself is back again. I'm trying to chase it away. Yes yes, WHATEVER. I mutilate myself and wtf la. I'm too pissed to think rationally. I'm still chasing it away. Shooing it away though it doesn't seem to be working. Hence, I'm typing to keep BOTH hands occupied. Whatever.

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU... NOT

I hope my mom doesn't walk in on me now. I forgot to lock my room door and I'm happily fagging away in fronta the comp. I'm gonna be so screwed if she walks in. Not that I'm not screwed enough. FUCK la!

Hmmms, I'm trying to count the number or "fucks" I've used in this entry. Lame shit. Alright. I'mma fuck off now. Need another fag


+..all cried out..+ . [10:31 PM