.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 18, 2004

I doubt you'll be reading this Paul, but...

It's almost a month. 2 days to a month since we broke up. And I'm tired of it all. I'm letting it all go. Tired of holding on. I'm letting it all go. I don't want to, but I'm sick of holding on to something that isn't there. I'm emotionally and mentally drained. I still love you and I always will but that will never be said anymore. You will always have a place in my heart and that's all there ever will be of it. You wanted me to get over you and move on. I shall give you what you want, I am over you! Whatever becomes of this, whether we're still friends or not lies on you. I'm tired, I can't be bothered anymore. Crying my last cry, saying my last ILOVEYOU... goodbye!




ILOVEYOU




It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to




+..all cried out..+ . [4:00 PM